miNe

Well well well, it has been quite a while since I  last had the urge to write something in this ghost account. Here i am, trying to figure what to write.  I can't seem to have collective thoughts lately so i'll be sharing some nonsense.

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The word of the day is "serenity" noun for serene.According to Encarta Dictionary it means calm and untroubled; without worry stress or disturbance.

Out of my usual self I find this word very disturbing. How can one seemingly impossible notion be of use in this hopeless crap we call world?  Can it ever be possible that you will find serenity in this generation's lifetime? The world is too damned with  unreliable people and unjustifiable events that even in the simplest forms of interaction there is an outstanding amount of stress to deal with. The agony of living with the rest of humanity is taunting by itself because it is through the process of creating shared meaning that one meets a point of conflict with another and therefore leaving disturbance, stress, trouble and agitation inevitable in every circumstance.

On second thought, nah! I'm just fuzzing around feeling a little blue! This crap (world)  is better off this way. A state of serenity may not be reachable but the thought of it is worth trying. After all, we have nothing else to do but try.


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fin


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midterms week and I haven't even read my notes yet

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ciao